Monday, December 7, 2015

Fantasy cum True!

Dear Samantha,
I am sorry about not sending the pictures yet, my mind has been a bit fuzzy after what happened. I have been trying to understand what has happened to me and why. Sort of in a hazy daze of confusion. As far as how it happened, I decided I would just leave the items out in view and see what she would do. I have worn a chastity cage with her before, as a teasing play.  She wasn't that into it but it didn't turn her away, so I locked myself in the cage before she arrived.
She came over and I had made us dinner.   After dinner is when she noticed the toys.  Samantha, I felt so nervous. I had left out the key to my chastity cage, a dildo in a harness, and a butt plug and lube.
She asked what I had in mind.  I told her that I wanted her to enjoy the night, and I would do anything I could to make it happen. I told her I bought these so she could be satisfied (as you know the last time I failed to perform). She asked if I expected her to wear a butt plug and kind of gave me a look like she didn't like the thought.  I told her that it was for me if she didn't mind.
Oh Samantha! She smiled and said it could all be for me!  I almost panicked at that point - my heart was pounding and I said if that will make you enjoy the night.
I must admit I was a little afraid of what I had set in motion. We began to mess around, when we undressed she saw my chastity cage and asked if I was going to leave it on.  I told her it was up to her, the key is right there if you want to use it.
She sat up and looked at me.  She asked what has happened to you? She pointed out that I was different - usually I would be taking control of her and fucking her like there was no tomorrow.  This startled me. I didn't even realize that I had changed so much. 
Not knowing what else to do, I began to kiss her neck. She moaned and said that she did want me to be deep inside her. I got up and put on the strap-on, and went back to kissing her neck and her body. Her hand went to the dildo, and she stroked it a couple of times.  She said its not the same.
I began to play with and kiss her pussy - she likes that.
After a while she told me to lay on my back on the bed. I did as I was told. Then she climbed up on top and slowly lowered herself on to the dildo. She rode the strap-on slowly while I watched her face and eyes light up with pleasure. I know you told me to get a 'realistic' sized dildo but I got a 7 inch dildo and she loved the increased size. My hands explored her body - caressing everywhere. Samantha, I confess, I have never noticed how much a woman shows her pleasure in her face. Without my cock inside her I could concentrate on her pleasure instead of trying not to cum too soon.
I wanted to be inside of her so badly but my penis - it wasn't hard, or useful.
Her expressions and her body told me she was loving it. After she had an orgasm she moved off of me and laid next to me. We cuddled for a few minutes then my hands began to explore her again - I was so hungry for sex! My little thing in the cage was desperate for sex but stayed totally soft!
I rolled on top of her and after fumbling a little I entered her with the dildo. It was surreal to watch and feel everything but the penetration. I began slowly and not too deep, then little by little I went deeper while watching her face. Once it went all the way in, my cage bounced off her ass and reminded me of my limp and helpless state. Samantha, she seemed to really enjoy this whole experience, and I was getting Hornier and Hornier. My heart was pounding and I was actually hurting in my balls.  She had another big orgasm and I wanted to cum so much but all I could feel was the pain in my balls and the weight of the cage.
She guided me off of her and laid there breathing heavy. This is when things changed. She pushed me down next to her and put her hand on my cage.  She asked if I was ready to beg to be unlocked yet? She brought her hand back up and it was soaked in pre cum, I had no idea I was leaking that bad . 
She put her hand back down and rubbed my balls.  Then her hand went further towards my butt - and I gasped and moaned involuntarily.  That is when she pulled away. I thought it was over. I felt totally humiliated. But she got up and got the lube and the butt plug instead of running to the shower like I expected.
She told me to 'assume the position' and I did - ass up, face down.
With the plug well lubed she began to push it in.  She asked if I was ok when I yelped. I said yes. She slowly pushed it in and out a little at a time and I was moaning and I suddenly heard my own voice begging her to fuck me.  I couldn't believe what I was doing!
She stopped suddenly.  I am not really sure what I said or did but the next thing I realized is she was wearing the strap-on and was entering me.  She was talking to me the way I used to talk to her, asking if I was wet enough, asking if I really wanted it.  And I said just what she used to say and she began to enter me.
Sliding in slowly, then in and out.  I remember the feelings so clearly but I don't remember what I said. It was uncomfortable at first.  Then she went a little deeper and my brain turned off entirely. All I could think of was that feeling, it was like all my life I had been searching for something and had finally found it. I don't remember much but the feeling I had. I'm not sure if I was moaning or begging because I was totally lost in the experience.
I do remember when she pulled out.  I didn't want it to end, so I begged for just a little longer. That is when it happened. Oh my god, Samantha - as she entered back into me - I came!  My body tensed.  My breath got ragged, and I shot more cum out of my cock than I ever thought I could.  Thank you Samantha for opening me up to this experience. I can't tell you how much joy and pleasure I feel - my fantasy has cum true!
Dear BadBoy4life,
You are welcome :-)

Friday, October 30, 2015

What have you done to me? I love it!

Hi Samantha,

I am listening to cross training 1, I do not have a lot of time to listen but trying the best I can.
I went out and got me a pink dildo and red high heal shoes... why I do not know, but I had to try it. When I did get some time alone, I dressed up with black stockings, red shoes, and some red lipstick. I got so excited just by that!  Then I put the dildo on the floor, and positioned my self over it... I was actually shaking... wondering why I am doing this, but couldn't stop. I wanted this.  So I put a lot of lube on it, slowly lowering my ass down, the tip of the dildo with the lube felt cold but nice.
I tried to stop because the tip was too big to me, but couldn't.  My body ached for it, it hurt just a little but I loved it.  Lowering myself down it got bigger and bigger, i wanted it too much to stop.  Then all of it was inside my asscunt.  OMG! I started to go up and down faster and better... could not stop.
It felt so good with all the small ripples.  The head of the dildo moving inside me, wow what a feeling! Then I had my best orgasm ever, the entire body was feeling it, I was shaking and moaning... had no control.
And when it was over, I had to sit on the dildo for a while.  Now all I think about is when do I have time for my self to do it again!  What have you done to me? 
I Love it!

Hello again NewGuy,

It is wonderful to experience such powerful orgasms don't you think?

Now that you know what you have been missing, you can enjoy Submissive Bliss, and my Compliance training series too!


Saturday, September 12, 2015

Your Suggestions Work TOO Well

Dear Samantha,

I recently discovered your BCCP file, and was intrigued. I started listening to it and have definitely had longer orgasms, and have been hornier much more.

It's been almost 3 weeks now of listening every day. I was out yesterday and wasn't able to masturbate all day long. While walking to the bus I saw a woman that aroused me, and I felt my cock twitch slightly... then I felt cum start to leak out of me. And it wasn't a little bit either. It kept cumming and cumming, like I had just ejaculated, but without any pleasure. I just felt it helplessly drip out of me, soaking my boxers.

This really freaked me out. I would like to remove this blessing immediately. Can you help me?


Dear MessyPants,

BCCP is apparently a mixed blessing for you ;-)  If you are a little more careful to masturbate every few hours you won't have this problem again.



Tuesday, March 10, 2015

Training for Ecstasy

Dear Samantha,

I wanted to share a wonderful experience with You. Last night I had an amazing sexual encounter with my Lady. Lately I've been listening to Your BCCP recording again and I have become so horny. My cock keeps getting delightfully hard. My balls feel so wonderfully full.

When I got home from work last night. I felt especially horny and my cock was so hard. I showed it to my Lady and She was very pleased. She told me that we were going to fuck after dinner. I was elated. 

When we settled into the bedroom She had me strip. She then strapped me to the bed face up. She inserted a vibrating butt plug in my ass and then began to tease my cock with Her G spot vibrator. It felt amazing. She kept edging me. It was so amazing feeling Her dominate me. Then She told me to tell Her one of my dark fantasies. I was excited and terrified at the same time. 

I've never revealed to Her my lingerie fantasy. I couldn't resist admitting it to her. I told Her that I fantasize about wearing silk stockings and satin assless panties with high heels. Bending over and having Her fuck me with Her strap on.
Oh my God, my heart was pounding and She gave me the most exquisite expression of curious fascination. She said that was a sexy fantasy. She even said that she might write cumslut on my face with lipstick. My cock started pulsing, the trembling in my ass was even more amazing. 
She began to ride me furiously. I screamed that I couldn't hold back any longer and She ordered me to cum. I came so hard. It was both bliss and pain at the same time. I can't recall cumming that hard before. I had to beg Her to stop. It was Heaven. 
I'm already thinking about how it will feel wearing stockings and panties for Her. I want to serve Her so desperately. I love feeling like a slave to my Lady. It feels so good to be obedient. 

Thank You for all of Your recordings.  Erection on Command has saved my life. I'm really looking forward to having the good boy trigger implanted. Have a wonderful day Master.


Hello again boomerslave,

It is nice to know you are able to satisfy your Lady again. Men have hidden reserves of sexuality that can be brought to the surface and harnessed, with the right tools ;-)



Thursday, February 26, 2015

First Time Tonight

Dearest Samantha,

My first time tonight... I tranced wearing just frilly pink panties & woke up with cum all over me. I was in Overwhelming Ecstasy the whole time.
You have taken me to a new level of obedience Mistress , I only need your voice in my head - nothing more.

Hello again SB4M,

Practice makes perfect.  Anyone can get to this point of Trance Ecstasy with a tiny bit of persistence ;-)



Tuesday, February 24, 2015

Compliance is BEST!


I want to share with you about some building feelings I am experiencing. Feelings I am certain were in me to start but have no doubt grown due to my compliance training. 

I feel a wonderful ache in my balls. Inside, behind them too. I feel like, if I had permission to try, I would have a hair trigger. I'm horny constant and I love it. 

I also have a growing urge to be face-sat. Or to kneel and please sexy dominant women. Front or back, cowgirl or reverse cowgirl I want to please with my desperate tongue. I fantasize about being used for pleasure - face-fucked and left with balls buzzing on the verge of orgasm. Yet with the warm feelings that come from pleasing master and being submissive to her desires. 

The submissive feelings are deepening too. I Have a pronounced foot fetish. Lately I can't help but to quiver inside at the sight of pedicured feet and toes. Wow. I have your suck my foot file and love it. I'll pick it back up once I am deeper in the compliance series. 

Thank you for your amazing work. I hope you find the effect I am noticing pleasing. I hope to be pleasing to you. I hope to continue down this path of compliance training and find ways to obey and please. 

Have a wonderful day. 
compliant 1

Hello again compliant 1,

Yes, the effects you are enjoying are exactly what pleases me :-) 


Wednesday, November 19, 2014

Going Into Trance

My Goddess,
Yet again I have descended deeper and deeper into trance. There is no other voice that makes the slightest impression on me when I try to trance. It is as if I am so conditioned & programmed by your voice that my whole body relaxes  within seconds and from then on I just sit there staring at my screen in total bliss. I cum so so hard listening to you that sex with a woman just can't match it.
You are a gorgeous pure genius & I adore you